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A Letter To Lost Friends

To all the friends I lost in the past two years, What can I say that I haven't already said to myself all those long sleepless nights? I've cried, I've blamed you, I've blamed myself, I've regretted and finally I've accepted. Because you all taught me something. To the friend who told me people would leave me the way she thought I was leaving her. You were right. What I considered a spiteful last remark turned out to be the truest thing anyone has ever told me. But you were also wrong. Because I still have a few who stuck around. And I've learnt to appreciate them more fully. To the friend who shut me out. Thank you. You taught me that sometimes I can't help people. And all I can do is step back. Sometimes my enough isn't good enough. And that's okay. Because you can't help everyone. To the friend who ghosted me. You simply slipped out of my life. I don't know what exactly happened. You made me cry, you made me wonder what I di...

Reflections

LOOKING BACK  Time. A fickle creature. It gives and takes When it wants. It goes by. The blink of an eye. A flash of lightning. A shooting star. That lights the sky. And then it's gone. The world is dark And I think If only I could go back. I swear I'd never. Take for granted. Those long walks. The frequent talks. The shy smiles. That grew to something more. The sound of your laugh. My answering grin. Sneaking off When the world seemed grim. The comfortable silences. The sense of safety. Forgetting the meaning Of being alone. But the star has passed The lights are out Time has passed This new chapter seems grim No talks, no walks, no laughing sounds But in the seeming bleakness I smile This is but temporary It'll come back No more a passing glow But as the light of my life Till the end