Poetry Musings

SUNKEN

 Empty words, broken dreams

 Fruitless orchards, waterless streams

 Gusty sighs, weary bones

 Blank eyes in a face of stone

 Fingernails dig into my hand 

 In the overgrown wilderness I stand

 A graveyard full of lost hope

 Where lies buried that with which I could not cope

 Scars and bruises cover my soul

 Oh life clearly took its toll

 A student of strife, a soldier of pain

 Close my eyes, go down memory lane

 To a time of joy, a time of laughter

 Where I worried not about what came after.

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